It hurts. It hurts to remember how amazing you seemed at one point in time. When we first got together you were everything I had ever wanted. Then you stopped trying. You became your normal self. That was when you started letting me down.
I have to remember that.
You let me down. You stopped being good for me.
You stopped being good to me.
I don't know why or what happens but I hate that it happened at all.
It hurts that you let me down and it hurts that you're doing the same thing to another girl so soon after you broke my heart.
So now I just wish I didn't feel this way since logically I know this is what's best.
But it feels so painful.
